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posted by jenn on Friday, May 31, 2013
@ 10:14 AM
Do not.




Do not dote. Do not worship, do not love, or fall, reason or listen to I. I will twist you- manipulate you, destroy you- and you’ll never know. You’ll hurt me, only slightly. Fancy my wounds- the deepness of perception; I love the experience.

Give me constant challenge and see me blossom. But, be warned- do not fall. Some things I say in sincerity, only to gain affection. So, innocently and coyly- you’ll never know your mistakes. Yes, I will feel for you firstly- but I’m sensitive, and the wounds I will inflict run solid. I’ll discard you; along with the lies bound to you that I created.

I can be your ever fantasy- until displeased. I have a tendency to lie- Its become habitual. You’re silly to think you could be the only one- but don’t be surprised if take it hard if I am not. I’ll be possessive of you until it’s a challenge with no rewards.

This is the game I play, and I’ve played it well. I assure you- however, I do have a heart. Deep my remorse for the lies and façade- however, better the adoration that feeds me at the time. None can hold me long for I parry all who attempt to capture my heart.

Be warned, I lie to you. All of you- all the time. Only about things that would counter your affections. However, you do still see pieces of me- be wary of the confidence, for that is the trueness- not the humbleness.

I am a leader with no followers and it is my life I love. I’ve experienced far more than I let on. And care less more than I say.

But, the depth of all these statements, my dearest fan- is simply; I can never be obtained, and you shall never touch my heart fully. For I’ll lose myself in your heart, instead of absorbing into my own. I’ll become your dream- and not my own. Then I’ll discard you, because I am not myself. Only alone am I me- so leave me be, and give me commendable affections. Never wish to obtain me- and you shall have me as I am.

Do not dote, do not worship, do not love- or fall, reason or listen to I. With the thought of sincere lies, I will transform your life- it is but a goal for a lasting impression. Achieved, and I shall leave.

My understanding of self is perceived as insanity- thus, I play coy in a web of lies so you can teach me all you know. Be wary, you have been warned.