posted by jenn on Friday, May 31, 2013
@ 10:14 AM
Do not.
Do not dote. Do not worship, do not love, or fall, reason or listen to
I. I will twist you- manipulate you, destroy you- and you’ll never know.
You’ll hurt me, only slightly. Fancy my wounds- the deepness of
perception; I love the experience.
Give me constant challenge and see me blossom. But, be warned- do
not fall. Some things I say in sincerity, only to gain affection. So,
innocently and coyly- you’ll never know your mistakes. Yes, I will feel
for you firstly- but I’m sensitive, and the wounds I will inflict run
solid. I’ll discard you; along with the lies bound to you that I
created.
I can be your ever fantasy- until displeased. I have a tendency to
lie- Its become habitual. You’re silly to think you could be the only
one- but don’t be surprised if take it hard if I am not. I’ll be
possessive of you until it’s a challenge with no rewards.
This is the game I play, and I’ve played it well. I assure you-
however, I do have a heart. Deep my remorse for the lies and façade-
however, better the adoration that feeds me at the time. None can hold
me long for I parry all who attempt to capture my heart.
Be warned, I lie to you. All of you- all the time. Only about things
that would counter your affections. However, you do still see pieces of
me- be wary of the confidence, for that is the trueness- not the
humbleness.
I am a leader with no followers and it is my life I love. I’ve
experienced far more than I let on. And care less more than I say.
But, the depth of all these statements, my dearest fan- is simply; I
can never be obtained, and you shall never touch my heart fully. For
I’ll lose myself in your heart, instead of absorbing into my own. I’ll
become your dream- and not my own. Then I’ll discard you, because I am
not myself. Only alone am I me- so leave me be, and give me commendable
affections. Never wish to obtain me- and you shall have me as I am.
Do not dote, do not worship, do not love- or fall, reason or listen
to I. With the thought of sincere lies, I will transform your life- it
is but a goal for a lasting impression. Achieved, and I shall leave.
My understanding of self is perceived as insanity- thus, I play coy
in a web of lies so you can teach me all you know. Be wary, you have
been warned.